getting back

I have been back from India for 5 weeks now and while I feel that I am really "back", in many ways I am not. I am back into the groove of teaching, the groceries are happening, I am cooking, the bills are getting paid, I am seeing friends and am not having any trouble driving on the right side of the road. When the going stills, I find myself pondering my time in India, how it all was, what I would different or more of next time, how long I would ideally want to go and so on. Moment to moment, I also contrast how I live here in comparison to how I spent my time in India. It is so different and yet it is so me (in some ways). Above all, I miss Vamshi and cannot wait for him to return.